byrthebb (byrthebb) wrote in hugs_and_prayer,

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Please pray for me- things are desprerate

I lost my job earlier this week. I had only started it a couple of weeks ago. It was a telemarketing job. I wasn't very good at it and was not able to make any sales. I had worked at this place several years ago and quit after about 1/2 a year. I didn't really won't to work there again but thought I would give it a try because I needed a job. Well it didn't work out.

I am very scared right now. I can't seem to find a job and the few I have had through temp. services don't usually pan out either. I have bills that I don't know if I am going to be able to pay and rent coming up next month. If I can't pay it, I am going to be evicted, along with my grown son. He tries to help me out as much as he can but he only works part-time at the library and he's also autistic. Long story. Oh, I have a dog too.

I gotta be honest. I am considering suicide. I am not happy with my life and I haven't been for quite some time. I can't seem to get ahead. I feel like I am in a pit that I keep falling back into or whatever. I am so tired of struggling and struggling and getting nowhere.

So anyway- I really need your prayers. I don't know what else to do anymore.
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