I am very scared right now. I can't seem to find a job and the few I have had through temp. services don't usually pan out either. I have bills that I don't know if I am going to be able to pay and rent coming up next month. If I can't pay it, I am going to be evicted, along with my grown son. He tries to help me out as much as he can but he only works part-time at the library and he's also autistic. Long story. Oh, I have a dog too.
I gotta be honest. I am considering suicide. I am not happy with my life and I haven't been for quite some time. I can't seem to get ahead. I feel like I am in a pit that I keep falling back into or whatever. I am so tired of struggling and struggling and getting nowhere.
So anyway- I really need your prayers. I don't know what else to do anymore.